Life is so complicated. It is so funny how everyday I can go to everywhere and I listen to somebody saying they want to give everything up. Or they dont want their life. Or they want to move or something else. I mean I used to want to move too ... but after thinking to myself for a long time, I concluded that moving is just like running away from my problems. And running away from them won't do anything.

I live my life everyday now with smiles and laughter. I grab every bit of joy that is thrown at me and try my best to forget the past. And yet the past remains in my mind and more importantly in my heart ...

Its not that easy to live everyday seemingly happy. It's harder than you would expect it to be coming from someone with no expericence. But for someone with experience ... you could unjoyfully recall. There are so many emotions that are left inside from past momentos. It seems like no matter what you do, they dont seem to go away. Fade away even. And you know that throughout the rest of your life, they'll stay the same. Because your heart won't seem to let go...