When you tell me “ The law of 30% “ , I feel something is wrong, but I still egoistic, and now I really hurt so much for you.

You know, I have no one beside me, no friend, my family is break, my career has nothing, my future is blear, and you.. you go away with no words, I almost swimming in the sea, I just have only you beside me like only float for me, I wish you were an unhurt fulcrum for my life,.. and now you go away, you leave me like the wind, I really feel sunk deep at the bottom of the sea, I’m really tired for all, “ what must I do?” this question always around me every night, “ why am I quiet? “ I wait for your call every time to only get the loneliness side by side, and no one, nothing..

I never ever feel my love is so small like this time. Why do people make hurt together ?

Although that’s indifference or intentionally, it’s always make one in both hurt and broken heart. So why ..?

I just only silent, I can’t remember how long you leaved me and how many time you make me hurt, and I know this’s not the first time, but this is the finally time !Maybe this is my limit.

Next time, when you come to someone, please give one reason if you wanna go away, because of I don’t need you, or reason we’re not be mutual, or even reason I have wife and it’s time to come back my family, that’s ok, any reason.. just give them one reason before you go away to their heart can unhurt in the pain.

It’s time to stand up and swim out from the bottom of the sea by myself, Charlene you can do it!

I know I’ll be miss you so much and that’s so hard to forget you but I promise I’ll try.. at least for me.

I believe I will be find my rainbow when I through the rain .

Be quiet to listen my tears dissolve in the rain .

Be quiet to listen the raindrops falling.

Be quiet to bath in sad rain.

Be quiet to listen my heart beat in the loneliness.

My heart is so cold, I’ll find you in my heart once more again, and.. no more !

I will try to someday, my heart will be repair like first time and heal the debris .

I’ll try and I believe I can do it !

You’re the wind, I’m the cloud !

I know nothing is forever but I still wish someday, the wind come back and carry the cloud come to Unhurt Place, we’ll be beside together forever !

No hope, no trust and no disappointedly !

I Love You, The Wind !But I won’t hurt for you once more again.

I’ll try to smile more and more, be looking for myself !

Love you

The Cloud!