Another week passed by without any good news. Last week, honey secretly deleted another waiting list email from USC. He doesn't want me to get upset again, regarding the same problem! Honey always tries to protect me, and then worries from the smallest stuff such as me driving to Borders for the first time (it's like 13 miles away from home) to this kind of news (it's the second time honey did it already, of course, only count what I know of)! Sometimes, it makes me wonder whether I am that emotionally and physically fragile?

Now, I started understanding those people's feeling! A craving toward the news, whether it is bad or good! A little hope; yet, full of disappointed!